Wens: August 20, 2008 NO. MORE.

Current mood: Clearness


I sat there against the wall... across the toilet on the floor.
Blank. Numb. Yet full of being unearthed. Being shattered.
Defeated. Foolish.
My straight crown next to me.
I knew I had to peel myself up.
NO. MORE.
so i got up.
went outside on the balcony as it rained.
smoked my last few cigarettes.
and then it came...
calmness.
no regret.
pride.
sure-ness.

the thrill of letting go...